step forward if you dare....
glance for a moment or walk further to see more....
I promise I will not bite...
unless...you grant me permission.... even then it will not be painful...
in fact, you might even enjoy the dark delicacies that my home offers to ye....
be it as it may, I am the goth gamer.
I am also the dark artist....
and the porcelain angel....

*gestures to her tome* welcome to my domain.

• 9Sep 09

  Update regarding my condition

  well, it seems as though things are healing up a little nicely. I say little because there's still an area on one of my incisions that is bothering the hell out of me. like the feeling of having a severe papercut on your stomach. isn't pleasing to feel. *shrugs* oh well. as is with life. lol.

  other than that, doing excellent. been somewhat gaming although most of my time has been relaxing on the computer, catching up on what I had missed due to over 2 months of hardly any computer contact. some sites I could go to, but most of my favorites were blocked at work. so... yeah. -_-

  gaming wise, getting back into my PS3 (360 is being occupied by another devilish force xD) and played around with Arkham Asylum. *grins* omfg!!! I love that game!!! *giggles insanely* should have seen the look on my face when I got to GameStop and picked up my pre-order of the collector's edition for Arkham. I had a grin bigger than that of The Joker and the Grinch combined. anticipation on overload was what that was. almost picked up Dissidia for my PSP, but decided against it until I messed around with the demo more. so far, a definite buy due to the history, but we shall see.

  well then, I think thats all I can really say for the time being. mind is drawing a blank on other things. until then, you'll be seeing the porcelain angel around a bit more. I just need to get my gaming back on track, or move one of the consoles to another TV.

  *bows* happy gaming to you all!

  Namaarie,
  Integra

  • Posted Sep 9, 2009 10:24 am PT
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• 24Aug 09

  My most deepest apologies for my absence...

  ...but I was detained by life, you could say. apart from not having access to the internet for very long, the most recent event to have happened to me was a hospital visit. I was in the hospital for a while due to past stomach pains that had caught up with me. it turned out I had what they called Gall Bladder's Disease, which I was told that my gall bladder was producing too many gall stones and were not able to be controlled. it means I had to get it removed due to it being in bad shape. sad thing is, I found out from my surgeon that this can affect anyone at anytime, no matter if you're healthy/health nut or in the worst shape of your life, you can get it. largest hit by it are Native American and Hispanic women, which I fall under that category (Hispanic). this was information I had been given by my surgeon. all during my time in the hospital, I was experiencing on and off pain, and itching for a console to play to pass the time and not have me nervous about the surgery. to no avail I couldn't. technically I could have had my PSP there to play Tactics on there, but I didn't trust leaving that in the hospital with me overnight or anything. the paranoia set in for that. *shrugs* eh, oh well.

  had the surgery last Monday, got out a couple of days later and omg I hate the stitches they left on me. had to change them... *shudders* painful. xD I guess thats to be expected. during this time though, I had arranged 1 month leave from my job so I can recover fully. even though my job doesn't require much physical activity, the mentality aspect of it is what I need to relax since I have noticed that stress can trigger pains in my body pretty quick. *sighs* I'm normally able to handle it, but I need to prep it nonetheless. the time off means that I'll be able to catch up on long awaited gaming. ^.^ as well as catch up with things I have missed for so long.

  for those in the RP Temple, my deepest apologies for my absence regarding my posting. this blog does provide the explanation as to why I have been gone. in the meantime, I plan to be on as much as I can, but I will need to rest from time to time. good news is I haven't had to use the painkillers they gave me yet (Hydrocodone). then again, the pain I'm able to get by with uneasily.

  anyway, I must be going now. until next time everyone.... *gives a simple nod*

  Namaarie,
  Integra

  • Posted Aug 24, 2009 9:54 am PT
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• 10May 09

  Endless

  this is song lyrics from one of my favorite bands of all time: Crematory. why post it up, oh because I feel like it. I guess bearing my soul by showing a song that is very dear to me. especially the chorus. shows my heart.... *sighs, looks down for a moment, and listens to the song*

  Endless
  by Crematory

  The wind whispers my name
  Rain drenches my skin
  The chill suffocates my gasp
  Darkness conceals my scars

  Endless Love - Endless Fall - Endless Hate

  Endless Call
  Endless Love - Endless Fall - Endless Hate

  Endless Call

  Fear prevents lowly acts
  Worriment diminishes secrets problems
  In danger of falling into a trap
  The game to slake yourself

  Endless Love - Endless Fall - Endless Hate

  Endless Call
  Let me be your everything - when I'm looking to you
  Let me see you when I'm king - when you are my something

  Thoughts circle and fade away
  The heavens soaked in bloodred
  The stars so far and distant
  The power to relinquish

  Endless Love - Endless Fall - Endless Hate

  Endless Call
  Let me be your everything - when I'm looking to you
  Let me see you when I'm king- when you are my something

  Endless Love - Endless Fall - Endless Hate

  Endless Call
  Endless Love - Endless Fall - Endless Hate

  Endless Call

  Skin ripened by many days
  Lies give away hidden feats
  The torso abused by many melees
  The birth of a new game

  Let me be your everything - when I'm looking to you
  Let me see you when I'm king - when you are my something
  Endless Love - Endless Fall - Endless Hate

  Endless Call

  this is a fan video someone made on youtube for this song. they mixed in StarCraft and Warcraft together for the images. its awesome looking. enjoy

  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQJ4B6hAftQ

  • Posted May 10, 2009 12:53 am PT
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