It's not as sus as it may sound, but it's also not as innocent as i wish it was. I was outside about to leave, and we were kissing and stuff...and we started kissing up against a wall when we though we heard someone comming outside, so we went around the other side of the wall to continue the same thing, only to forget there is no brick wall there, instead a window which we went up against a little to hard and smashed it...instantly her mum woke up n came outside, n on the spot she decides to take all the blame and say she tripped over, and now i feel terrible. n will be finding a way where i can help pay for the window to be fixed, but i dont no wat to say where my gf wont get caught lieing and get in big trouble...hopefully ill figure something out very soon cause as funny as we both thought it was i feel terrible.

I have now owned my 360 for 2 or 3 weeks, and i have no idea why i waited so long to get one, i always new i was getting a ps3 but now that ive played both im glad i got the 360, i used to like the ps3 control much better, but now ive swapped and like the 360 one better. atm i only actually own one game (gta4) but ive borrowed a fair few off my mates and have been playin them. finished gear of war a few times, finished gta 4 the other day, was going to try and 100% it but i turned my phone off at one stage and now i dont get the txt msg car delivery missions so that sort of wrecked that plan.

on monday i was thinkin of getting elder scrolls 4 the game of the year edition, would anyone recomend this game, from what ive read and watched on it, it looks really good and i like that sort of game so just wondering whether it lives up to its hype?

Last night i realised im a sony fanboy, i was planning on getting a PS3 just because i like the control and cause i owned a PS1 and PS2 and i loved both of them, but after spending many hours on my mates 360 ive decided im going to get one of them, mainly for the online play, cheaper price and Gears of war, played through this game on co-op with my mate and its really good, love it offline and on, and have watched all the videos and previews for the sequel and i cant wait.

I'll hopefully be getting the pro pack that comes with GTA IV for $529 from JB, Does anyone know if "Pro" means it has a hard drive in it, if so does that give away wat size it is?

I've finally played all the "Next Gen" consoles, but im not sure which i like best, if it were just on the games ive played personally the XBOX360 would be the winner, but i love the Playstation control design so that would put it back up the list... so when it comes times to buy one of the two i will just pick the best deal i can get on the day i decide to get it.

On the PS3 ive only played, UT3, Army Of Two and a army game which i cant remember the name of, so i have a very limited view of the library of games the PS3 has, so i dont no if it gets alot better from there.

Age questions, might sound weird but i cant think of a better way to put it, what i would like to no is...

1. If you have moved out of home, how old were u when u did it?

2. If you haven't when do you plan on moving out

Although it's been a few weeks i still consider my car "new" its alot better than my older car and was even cheaper than my last one, (which was unfortunatly written off), My new car is an old Toyota Corolla a unfortunatly VERY common car, i see atleast 10 or so other ones a day, and thats not including the 3 others in my own street. It's not perfect has a few problems, one i dont no what to do about, across the top of my rear window is a "RM Williams" sticker and i removed a little bit of it, but it left a huge gluey outline from where it was, so i dunno whether to take it off and spend the many hours it will take to clean it, or just put up with it and leave it on...

Yesterday i bought No More Heroes, i haven't played it too much yet, im currently ranked 9th, so far i love it, good fun game, that does just enough not to be repetitive, unfortunatly being Australian i got the non violent edition, ive seen comparison videos on youtube and i reckon its pretty cool when the blood goes everywhere, doesnt matter though its still a good game.

I wrote the title to this blog with a question i was going to ask, but atm its gone from my head, so ill have to edit this if i ever remember...

Well it has been a frustrating week. We gave the lady (who smashed my car) all the paperwork and details she needed, but where not sure whether she has done all she needs to do with them, so we rang our insurers and even though i only have 3rd party insurance they are going to tow my car (cause it was written off) and give me the money, and chase her down for the money. So in a sort of way im happy, but if i dont get much for my car (its not worth a great deal) then i might have to be without a car for a bit, until i can earn some more money, or ask my parents for some, and get a job asap, and pay them back....

Doesnt matter, ill figure it out, and hopefully be driving a nice car when this is all done.

So I finally got in to see my doctor. After being sent home last week, we went into the hospital pretty unconvinced that there was any point to this...as always got there 10 mins before the appointment, sat there for an hour and a half (at least) got called into the doctors room thing, (he was actually there!?!?!) He Talked to us for 2 minutes, looked at the tubes hanging out my leg, said it looked good, u can go home now.....WTF!?!?! it took 2 weeks and atleast 3 hours of sitting at the hospital waiting, just so a doctor can say it looks good, now go home....

As always, very dissapointed with the huge waste of time, but nothing i can do about it, no doubt it wont be the last time i have to do somethign pointless like that with the doctors, dont matter though.

One wasted day is still one day closer to finding a solution to my seemingly never ending problem.

Today me and my mate had another Xbox 360 day, we played "COD4" "Gears of War" "Halo 3" and "Guitar Hero". With all the hype that was around when Halo was released i expected something great...man i was wrong that game is crap, i dont understand the hype at all, Gears of War and Call of Duty 4 are way, way better than it.Gears of War had a great Co-op Campaign (Great but short) and Call of Duty even without online was a fun multiplayer game, until my mate got good at the sniper and started owning me.

I no in regards to playing Halo im very late to the party, but if i new this was what i was going to get, i wouldnt have shown up at all.

On nearly the complete opposite note, Guitar Hero is everything its hyped to be, fun, challenging and incredibly addictive, once we started it i didnt want to stop, i wanted to play the next song, to unlock new stuff, to beat my highscores...probably one of if not my fave game of all time.

Yesterday i played my first actual 360 game "Gears of War" and i have to say i am very impressed, i didnt like the original Xbox mainly because of the crap controlls, but the new 360 ones feel a hell of alot better, now that they ditched the stupid black and white buttons. This game had it all, Graphics, Gameplay, Sound...everything, if this game is the standard for Xbox 360 games then my 100% decision to get a PS3 is now under Question...

For the Wii owners (just like me)...What i need to no, is how often do u get "Disc Read Error" and just "Error" because with my Wii its pretty freguent, once you get a game rolling (which can sometimes take a long time) it will work fine no problems at all, but most of the times when i change games i have to put it in and out a few times until it properly loads and doesnt freeze up and give me the error screen, is this normal, are Wii's just very sensitive, or is there something wrong with mine?

The other day i went in for my appointment at the Royal Hospital in Newcastle. My Appointment was for 9:15 so we did the smart thing and showed up very close to that time, because its a hospital and unless its an emergency your going to be sitting there for a long time, and i was just there to have a set of tube like things removed from my leg and to be let in on what the hell the doctors are thinking and how there going to be helping me...

We get there atabout 9:10 give them our appointment cards and all other stuff they ask for, and go and do the inevitable (atleast) hour long sit in the boring waiting room, with the big tv's none of which they have even turned on, and hour and a half passes and i finally get called up, i go up to the lady who should be telling me which room to go to...instead, she tells me my main doctor is out of the country, his first registra is also doing the same, and the third one which i had an appointment with has decided to call in sick...so angrilly we left. Now i no this isnt any of the doctors fault, it just makes me mad that they made me drive in there, and sit around bored out of my mind for an hour and a half before they decided to send us home they could have made an announcement "anyone here to see doctor whoever the hell he is were sorry but he has called in sick 5 hours ago but we are nobs so we still made u drive in here" or they coulda told us when we handed in our cards and stuff, "oh im very sorry but your doctor isnt in this morning, but u can go sit down and waste and a half doing nothing just for the hell of it"

Now this honestly didnt come as a huge suprise, this isnt the first time something like this has happened to me, one time we had surgery planned for the next day, so we did the usual procedure no food or drinks after midnight, went to the hospital at the time we were supposed to, sat around till 5:30 that night then they said oh were sorry ur doctor is busy, go see him tommorow and come back some other time!!....

All of this after time starts to get very frustrating, because ur so over it, i have a disease oh well it gives me something to talk about....14 months later it isnt in my head, i dont wanna talk about it most of the time,i just want it to (in nice words) get lost, so i can go back to having a life!!!

Anyways, hopefully everything gets back on track and i'll no wats going on, I realised the other day, most of my blogs are negative things, im not really that sort of person, i should do a happy one every now and then.

As soon as my rents find out about my phone bill, im dead. I've been on a plan for a while, so its a old deal and nothing special i get $33 a month to spend and thats it pretty much, in almost 3 years ive been under my limit once, bur rarely do i go over by this much, last months was $78 so i did the right thing and hid it under my bed, so mum wont find out till she gets her statement thing, this month is even worse after 13 days of the month my bill is already at $75. so even if i stop using my phone as of right now. im still screwed. I dunno what to do, and i love using my phone, so ive decided (i think) that for the rest of the month ill either just not write back or hope that the person is on msn for some reason and i can just tell them there or hope they ring me, which isnt my fave thing to do, i much rather send msgs....hopefully it all works out for the rest of the month and my rents stick to the christmas spirit and go easy on me.

Havent done a blog in ages, for a while there i felt like doing them alot, and then sudenly that urge just dissapeared. I've spent alot of time trying to figure out whether or not a Wii is worth getting, and have as the title says decided on getting one. there are a few main reasons, mainly certain games that i want (Resident Evil 4, Umbrella Chronicles and of course Super Smash Bros Brawl)

Being that i have spent all the morning i earnt when i had a job i had to ask for a Wii for christmas, luckuily my rents said yes, So i cant wait till tuesday, cause i want it now!!!

Besides that i haven't been up to much, been seeing alot of my mates now that i have my P's and am back to enjoying driving around. Went into hospitle on Friday, had some tests under anestetics, which have determined that i can have a certain type of surgery which will if successful make my life a hell of alot better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant wait till January cause ill find out exactly when the surgery is planedfor i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!

Last few weeks have been better than the ones before them, i got my P's first try, i havent been so nervous in a long time, but i got em. it has helped the lonelyness, cause homeschoolingis still is pointless crap, but now i can go out whenever i want and go and see my mates when they finish school. Even no i get to seemy matesa fair bit more i still miss school, which as a little kid i thought i would never ever say, but its so true, still doesnt matter though ill figure something out.

This blog was pretty pointless, but i felt like doin it, so i did.

yesterday was the end of my first week of home school, so far its making me miss real school more. I've got the crappy school work part of school without the good stuff like seein ya mates every day or getting yelled at for talkin every day.

So far ive only sent away one subjects worth of work (maths) because it was the only one to arive early enough for me to do the whole weeks worth, im not a huge fan of talking on the phone so i dont plan on calling up the teachers for help, so if i cant do something i have to write it down and get them to write a response on my work...cause i have no idea how to do"Surds", confused the hell outta me.

The reason i'm doing homeschool is because i got sick, and there is no way to fix it or get rid of it atm and i had more than a whole term off school in a row, and they told me even if i was to come back i wouldnt pass year 11 for that reason, so i had to drop out and start homeschool.

On monday when everyone went back to school i got pretty depressed because i miss that so much, i want to see my mates every day i want to talk to them all the time. I havent lost friends but with some of them ive lost contact, worst of all of that i lost my girlfriend, to be honest she was the only reason i went to year 11, the only reason i went to school went i felt sick, the only reason i wanted anything to do with school. We're talking a bit again now, but its not the same, i wanna see her every day even if she is mad at me,i wanna see her and be alone and just spend time with her. But all of that is gone, I'm trying real hard to see the good things about it, but its not making me feel better...I'll get over it.

I Dunno whether to use it or not, the one im using is like this one (very basic), because im pretty crappy at usin photoshop but i like usin it so ill either need to get good or keep makin crappy pictures...This is the latest.

I dunno whether i should get a Wii, they look fun...but personally i've never used one. So im just takin a punt there. The main game i want to get it for is Super Smash Bros Brawl, looks mad and i love both previous games, hope they put Capton Falcon in the new one. I dont understand one thing ive been reading on the forums....Some reason there has been alot of Sonic bashing, i dunno whats not to like about him, besides the really old games of his i've only played one and it was pretty good, meybe they haven gotten crappy since then, meybe they have some reason of there own not to like him, i love him if there isnt a Cap Falc in the next game so far sonic is lookin like he is gonna be my guy, i reckon he will be speed over power.

Has anyone used the Nun-Chuck remote thing, they look heaps good, but ive never used or really seen anyone using one...does the Wii make good use of these or are they a sort of the crappy add on u get for an extra $50

Just bought this game earlier today, only played for an hour or so, but i love it. I dont think i've ever gone so slow in a game, im worried every 5 seconds something is gonna jump out in front of me, i love it, this game is like an addrenalin rush, I've never had a game like that before.