Live free and die fighting for glory and honor. Always remember, it is better to die for a cause then to live life as a coward. Life is full of obstacles that will knock you down, always have the faith and courage within yourself to triumph and get back up.

Kill those that are wicked,
Protect those that are pure,
I am your redemption,
I am your cure........

• 30Aug 08

  Dark Thoughts

  There is a huge void,

  dark as night with no illuminating light

  cold as ice on a glacier

  lonely as deaths embrace

  saddened by the very breathe of life,

  damp and stale as a rotting carcass,

  there is no place left to go,

  no place to turn,

  no more running as you hit a brick wall,

  where am I,

  why is it so hard,

  what is happening to me,

  what is happening to me?

  • Posted Aug 30, 2008 1:39 pm PT
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• 27Aug 08

  Disguises of a loser....Revised

  This will be the same article as before except with no direct insults to any individuals.

  What is a loser?

  How can we spot one?

  Well it is simple really. Let us start by saying a loser lives by a motto and philosophy of life if you will. "Misery begets misery." What this means is that losers dont want to be alone, they would rather have someone to be miserable with together. Therefor loser is like another word for disease because it is contagious.

  Anyways God Bless Them.....
  
  A loser is not defined by a persons sex, race, or ethnicity, or even back round. A loser is defined by that individual within its character. Take for example, here on gamespot a loser could be categorized as some one such as Klugenbeel who is a member of the wonderful gamespot yet finds it fun to start flame wars and degrade others when he knows that you caught him in a lie. This individual might respond without you even knowing, like posting a blog insulting not only myself but everyone in the entire union. A loser on gamespot also degrades, lies, and puts others down for no good reason. Such as the individual mentioned above.

  Another example of a loser is someone that constantly has to point and laugh at other peoples misfortunes rather then help them succeed. Leading on with examples is also known as a bully. Now I personally love to find bullies and give them a dose of what they dish out. You will often find that bullies are losers that are just miserable. If I see an individual being bullied I will intentionally put myself in harms way to protect the person being bullied, I will then resolve the situation with a spiked bat and a pair of brass knuckles. Just a hint, If I ever see anyone laughing at a disabled person, or if I see anyone bullying another individual. I will hurt you permenantly wether it be torture, amputations, or disfiguremant. I do not like bullies.

  I remember when I was younger, one of the times I was arrested was in school. My little brother has vision problems and I caught this fool imitating walking into walls. Well I entered the c l a s s room picked up a desk and continued to beat him in the head and body with it until about seven people pulled me off. Then as the kid rose all bloody and dizzy I then proceeded like a bull in a china shop. Yes I was arrested but the point is that I knew in my heart that it was worth it. How would you feel if you were disabled and the ones being lauged at. Thats why if I see it happen, I do everything to make that person an example and put them in a wheelchair. Is that Justified. Ofcoarse not. Is that what the Bible says to do. Absolutely not. However in the streets we handle our own justice because the law isnt good enough at times. You just have to know when those times are. I do not condone unneccessarry violence. However I do condone violence for a greater good and protection of those that are unable to protect themselves.

  Back on topic now,

  
  Now the way I look at it, the Bible says turn the other cheek and look the other way. The only problem is that in todays society it could very well get you killed especially in the streets where you earn respect with the use of your fists. Point is that a loser is not someone that smokes pot, or is gay A loser is often someone rich, and powerful or people that are miserable and are often jealous by those that are more successful in life. So they hate you for it. In all actuallity if those childish people spent less time complaining and whining then they would actually accomplish something postive in there life. Also I actually have friends that are gay or druggies and no matter how bad there life may be, they would never bring you to there level. Rather they would hope and help for you to succeed.

  A loser is someone that has to degrade, put down, spread false rumors or step on other individuals to make there lonely existance seem more worth while. However when these individuals come it is often better to just laugh and walk away, because tomorrow you will be moving forward with your life and accomplishing goals, while the miserable losers are still stuck in the same position and would rather blame everyone else except for themself. It is called taking responsibility and manning up.

  I often find that it is better to be a straight shooter and if there is something to say, then you say it to that persons face and not talk or post comments behind that individuals back. A real man tells the truth nomatter how much it would hurt. A real man might often lack what refined people call tact and composure and just flat out tell you something nomatter how bad it really is. That is the difference between a man and a loser.

  The really big losers who would rather degrade individuals and throw temper tantrums instead of trying to reason out why they are losers in the first place. It is pathetic and they have my sympothy...... Poor Losers. I hope God blesses them cause I dont. I do not condone the behavior of losers and failures such as these poor lost individuals. This is one time that I am actually not furious but rather feel sorry for them. You should all feel sorry for them to. Let us not point and laugh but rather show sympathy and hope they can mature and eventually be real men....

  A man isnt defined by how much money he has or the trophy girls he can bring home. A man is defined by the two things he has, witch are his balls and his word. A man is only as good as his word and if you dont have that then you are truly a loser. Therefor people spreading false rumors and making false accusations would be definite losers because they are just jealous and cant have what you have. They would rather spend the day crying and pointing fingers blaming the rest of the world for there mistakes, instead of manning up and saying. Damn I messed up and apologizing to that individual. Now I wrote this article for many reasons. One directed at certain individuals, and also to give advice to people that are better then those individuals. I hope you can learn from my wisdom.

  Also remember to always defend and stand up for yourself. Another motto I live by is if someone is going to hurt or attack you. Then you make sure the individual, and or loser can never do it again. You have to know witch situations are the ones though that are attack and the ones that are just chuckle and laugh to yourself cause you know that individual is a loser.

  God Bless all of you

  As for the losers, enjoy your dark little whole because unlike you, us winners and real men will never give in.

  Combat Soldier

  Sgt. Solomon

  • Posted Aug 27, 2008 6:17 am PT
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• 17Aug 08

  Dont Screw With People you dont Know, It could be your end

  Alright so a couple of days ago im on xbox live playing some mortal kombat. I hosted a match where four people can join. Now you all know me and know that I treat everyone with the upmost respect until disrespected. This person comes in and I reply, hey good to have you here brother, just give me one sec to invite some other people to join us.

  out of nowhere he comes out and says shut the f up **** and just play. Now at this time I was not on my meds and we went from there. Bottom line is after a few minutes I was tired of his mouth and exited the match. I then did a little bit of research and found out that this so called thu lived in Miami and I was actually able to find out where and name. Dont ask im just saying I can find out when I want. Anyways I get a harrassing message. I turn around and say you know what you just messed with the wrong dude. You dont know what youve done.

  Ofcoarse messages went back and forth and what ever. I just had one thing in mind. I was out to beat this dude senseless. Now those of you that really know me also know about my past. I aint no damn saint but I sure as hell changed doing a 180 for the better.

  I actually ended up booking a flight and giving the time and location. I told him bring all your homies and fake thugs, im coming by myself and im not bringing a gun. Im going to take pleasure in beating you and your fake punk a s s gang all the way to the hospital with my bare hands. What was sad is I meant every word. I had a flight booked to Miami, I was actually going to fly to the U.S. to show this chump what a real gangsta is.

  On this dudes profile it was talking all slang and ghetto and acting hard bla bla bla. Now let me tell you something people reading this, being a gang banger aint no damn thing to be proud of, either your born into that life or your just a pretender. No body and I mean no body likes a poser. Especially those of us that are ashamed of our pasts and come from that hell that we called life. There aint no life in having to look over your shoulder. Also whats up with these punk chumps thinking they can start there own little gang. You sure as hell are not no real gang. First off you dont brag about it, you dont talk you just take action. Second That is not a life to be proud of and it is shameful and anyone that tells you ya its good is a poser.

  Anyways I booked the flight told him I was coming and he can bring his stupid possey, in my head I was honestly going to jail. I was not on my meds and my past was really shining. Then I get a message saying that he was sorry. I was like what the hell. I invited to private chat, this all happened the day before I flew out. The person I was talking to in private chat ended up being someone else. I was like who the hell are you. The dude said im the punks father and apologize for all of this. I responded what are you talking about. Turns out that it was infact a stupid teenage kid who was 14 acting out on xbox live.

  After the shock wore off, he asked if I was really coming. I said ya i didnt know it was some stupid kid and this is my flight confirmation number. After a 30 minute plea I realized what the hell am I doing. This is just a kid. I honestly thought it was some ghetto hood rat trying to be something hes not. Bottom line is I almost threw away everything I had worked so hard to get away from. Most importantly I wasnt thinking about my wife and kids. I was just thinking with vengeance.

  Look dont mess with people you dont know on xbox live. Cause if you cross me im not talking trash you feel me. Im coming to where that person lives and settling it the only way I know how.

  It makes me sick to see these wanna be thugs like its a life****that is something to be proud of. Let me tell you something punks. If you come from it you do everything in your power to get away from it cause in the end you either end up dead or all alone. Just cause you watch a few rap videos and watch a few movies you want to be a gangbanger. Please dont you realize that will get you killed. There is nothing more disrespectful to a made man then to see some kid trying to imitate. Do you know what happens when those imitators are caught. Do you have any clue what will happen to you and those around you.

  Live your life and be free. Dont give in to something your not. Cause if you do, then you will end up in a place that is six feet down, pact with worms, maggots and dirt. You are not, non of you are real gang bangers. You think cause you move a bag or live in a bad place your a gang. Please thats pitiful. A real gang doesnt say their in a gang. They just show up with bats and pistols. Whats so funny is that real gangs dont even talk like hood rats. That is the difference between a poser and the real deal. Stick to your 50 cent videos and let the real dogs be dogs for real. It makes me sick to see people try to be something thier not.

  The moral of the story is Dont F#$% with people you dont know, cause one day you just might come across someone that isnt as nice as me, Your gonna come across someone that your daddy wont be able to talk out of. Most importantly just pray I dont ever see these chumps face to face.

  • Posted Aug 17, 2008 2:50 am PT
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